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"When my father died she lost interest, you know. She could see that there was no future for her, she didn't want to live without my father. They loved each other very much, they needed each other, and I don't think, even if she had survived she couldn't see herself having a happy future, so she didn't really want to live somehow, she gave up. And I tried terribly hard to encourage her to, you know, to get herself well, and… but she then went to the hospital and she died there. And that's when I stopped believing in God. Well, you know, I… when she was so ill and I was so afraid she would die, I prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed. I just prayed, just to save her, just to save her, to let her live, all the time. And she died, and I said well, there isn't a god, and if there is one he doesn't care about me, why should I care about him? And that was it, I never believed in a god since."